Friday, October 12, 2012

B'reshit 5773

We lead chaotic lives.

From the minute the alarm clock shrieks, we race from demand to demand, deadline to deadline.  Our kid yells that he won’t get dressed; we’re out of milk and have to schlep to get it.  The email piles up and the phone won’t stop ringing.  Heaven forbid a kid gets sick or the car needs new struts—then, life is simply overwhelming.  When does the “to do” list ever get done?  When does it get easy?
The world was turbulent like that once, says the Torah.  “When God was about to create heaven and earth, the earth was a chaos, unformed, and on the chaotic waters’ face there was darkness” (Genesis 1:1-2, The Torah:  A Women’s Commentary, URJ Press).  The world was “tohu vavohu,” words impossible to translate but evoking a proto-world that is unformed, stormy, writhing.  The word “t’hom,” translated here as “chaotic waters” and often as “the deep,” evokes the Mesopotamian goddess Tiamat, primordial and violent goddess of the sea.
But our God, Elohim, brings order to the madness, creating the world in a thoughtful, organized, highly structured way.  God tames the turbulence and brings it under control.  How does God first appear in the Torah?  “Then the ruach/wind of God glided over the face of the waters.”  God’s presence is a soothing breeze, a cosmic breath, the spirit of order.  God exhales across the madness and settles everything down.

When life is too chaotic, when it all becomes too much, remember what God did in the very beginning:  breathe.

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