Friday, June 12, 2015

Sh'lach L'cha -- 5775


It’s been a rocky road from Freedom to the Promised Land – an army in pursuit, an (im)passable  sea, doubling back, detouring, fighting, stopping, running out of water.  And now that they’ve arrived at their destination … giants.  “The country that we traversed and scouted is one that devours its settlers.  All the people that we saw in it are men of great size” (Numbers 13:32).  The Hebrews have marched gallantly.  They realize that they won’t make it only now that the Promised Land is within reach.

I am writing this dvar Torah on the floor of Chicago Midway Airport.  It’s midnight.  My flight has been delayed several hours due to weather.  Another, bound for Charleston, has just been cancelled for the night and I’m wondering whether we’re next.  We’ve been bounced from concourse to concourse.  The restaurants are closed except for one or two.  There’s no telling how this night will end.

“The whole community broke into loud cries, and the people wept that night.  All the people railed against Moses and Aaron” (Numbers 14:1-2).  There’s a crowd of upset people pointing fingers at the flight managers, and I don’t blame them – but I don’t understand them, either.  What is the airline supposed to do – fly in violation of FAA rules?  What’s yelling at the gate attendant going to accomplish?  It’s mighty frustrating, but what do they think can be done?  At least we aren’t crossing the prairie in wagons or the stormy sea by steamer.  It’ll be late and unpleasant, but we’ll all be dry and safe and get where we need to go eventually.

Sometimes, things don’t work out as planned.  You can get upset and frustrated all you want, but you’d do better to roll with it.  I’m concerned about my son spending the night on a cot.  I’m concerned about my appointments tomorrow.  But muscling your way through life, determined that there’s only a single satisfactory ending, will only get you a sore back.  “Man plans.  God laughs,” the Yiddish saying goes.  Let go of the illusion of control, and go for a ride.

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